I am so confused!

Its about 5:51 just took a bath, not that I wasn't totally comfortable living in my shit but how ironic....

I am about to head to a meeting and I just can't get enough of this new found fun of blogging.

I heard a quote once and it goes like this

"If I love you, I need not continually speak of my love - you will know without any words. - Abdu'l-Baha"

Beautiful quote but I wonder how many people really understand this. It hits my heart cause underneith it all I really do understand but I have spent so much time self consumed by fear and anger that I couldnt connect. I love to believe that one day we can all communicate this way, but part of me is afraid. I am learning to let go of that fear by reading.... Excellent book I thumbed through called "Dealing with a loss" What I found there was these 2 things.....

I am missing you far better than I ever loved you............... so fucking true.

and this...

Every moment spent is a moment spent healing. Time is not a loss, for once it is on my side. Freaking amazing the circle of life..... Stay tuned I have so much more to share on that.....