This is a song from Pink Martini... I love it. Its sunday night and I am totally exhausted from this weekend. I can't move a muscle. I was sitting here thinking I need to blog. Today whats on my mind is why do we love the ones we can't have and pick apart the ones we can. It is like a negative and positive fit together perfectly but if I am the positive charge I want another positive charge and those just bounce off. Its a funny thing but I think that's how it works. My mom told me today I tend to pick men like my father and try to change them like the way I couldn't change my father.
I have thought about that before. But can't quite put my mind around it. The sick part is I am ever forgiving because of it too. I do not blame my father for his character defects. He is sick and has not learned. I am detached so I do not have to let it bother me... but what happens when its the person you love? I can't figure that out either. I know that I have the choice to leave it to "him" and keep going. So today I am telling myself to hang on little tomato...
Just do the next best thing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pVkV321rV3U
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